The three songs are the audition of Kevin Skinner singing IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, MR. CURIOSITY, ONE HEADLIGHT.
IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES has two meanings. That a person can come out of nowhere and express a talent is the obvious to me. The other message is that you need to say and feel what you need to say and fell while you have the opportunity. I actually feel like I have that covered. The loss of two wives to death has left me with the hope that I did just what the song said. From here on I will continue that idea but unfortunately my fear prevents me from even finding someone to feel that way about.
MR. CURIOSITY gives me hope. The person who gave me that song is on mind daily. Something she said chews at me and it spell checks me. Still there is a peaceful that overcomes me when I listen to it.
ONE HEADLIGHT brings me to tears. That song is the story of me and Sandra. Her death haunts me and so much of me is wrapped in that song. My saving feeling is that my life is meaningless and my life life. No one will ever know the struggles, the successes, the joys, the tears but me. This song runs those things through my picture player.
The music takes me to a place where words don’t work. It is a feeling, a sense, a time. It feels like it wants to be expressed. Maybe that’s why I write.